Saturday, April 10, 2004

Activity on this site has been few and far between. Nothing to say and too much work offline. I am genuinely beginning to doubt my ability to live through academia. The language eludes me, nothing I say seems not to have been said before and I am constantly scavenging to make sense. Foolish exercises of conformity. I need to make a clean break and start writing like I have a clear thread of thought and action. Not yet, hasn't happened yet. I am struggling to keep a threshold level of interest. And I am struggling to evade boredom and downright dismissal.

More depressing thoughts later, I have to go kiss ass.