Saturday, April 05, 2008

A new quiet day.
I moved. And I have new furniture. A couch, a table, a dinette and a futon. I feel quite content. Except it's a cold sort of content. A planned, pre-meditated, expected, called for content.

What I would like is to be surprised, to have to think beyond what I already know. To be completely, utterly, bewildered and stand rooted wondering at worlds I never knew existed. Hasn't happened in a while.

I am bewildered. But I am lost. And I am moving. Constantly.
But that's another story. And not quite happy at that.